Chapter 4: The Letter My Mother Never Got to Send

For several seconds, I couldn't move.
My mother's handwriting was unmistakable.
The tall capital A. The little curve beneath the letter M. The way she always wrote my name as though every letter mattered.
But the words beneath it made no sense.
Amelia, if Vanessa is still in your home, run.
I read them again.
Then a third time.
"Daniel," I whispered.
"What does this mean?""
Daniel Brooks glanced toward the wings.
"Not here.""
I tightened my grip on the envelope.
"Everyone keeps telling me not here. My mother left me a letter, and nobody will tell me what's happening.""
"I understand.""
"Then explain it.""
He took a breath.
"Your mother contacted me shortly before her death. She was concerned that certain financial documents had been altered. She believed someone was attempting to gain control of her company and personal assets.""
I looked toward my father.
Richard stood motionless.
"Was it Vanessa?""
Daniel hesitated.
"Your mother mentioned her by name.""
A strange noise escaped my throat.
For eight years, Vanessa had slept in the room next to mine. She had attended school meetings, signed permission slips, and stood beside my father at family photographs.
She had also told me repeatedly that my mother had been irresponsible, selfish, and financially careless.
I had believed her.
"Did Mom know she was stealing?""
"She suspected it.""
"Why didn't she go to the police?""
"She intended to. But she wanted to establish exactly what had happened before making an accusation.""
I looked at the letter.
"Then why didn't she tell me?""
Daniel's expression softened.
"Because you were eleven, Amelia.""
The answer silenced me.
He continued.
"Your mother wanted to protect you from adult problems. She believed your father would eventually recognize what was happening and put things right.""
My eyes moved toward Richard.
He looked away.
"May I open it?"" I asked.
Daniel nodded.
I carefully broke the seal.
Inside was a folded sheet of cream-colored stationery.
There was also a small photograph.
I recognized the picture immediately.
It showed my mother sitting at her sewing machine, holding a little girl with tangled brown hair.
Me.
I was probably four years old.
My mother was laughing.
I turned the photograph over.
For my Amelia, who will always be my greatest creation.
My vision blurred.
Then I unfolded the letter.
My darling girl,
If you're reading this, something has happened that I desperately hoped would never happen.
I need you to understand that none of this is your fault.
You have done nothing wrong. You are not difficult to love. You are not a burden. And you must never believe anyone who tells you that you have to earn your place in this family.
My fingers began trembling.
Those were almost the exact words she had whispered to me when I was little.
I kept reading.
Vanessa has been asking questions about my company, my accounts, and the trust I established for you. At first, I believed she was simply interested in helping Richard manage our finances.
I was wrong.
I discovered that money had been transferred without my authorization. I also discovered that several original design documents had disappeared.
I have kept copies of everything.
The most important documents are not in the sewing cabinet. They are somewhere Vanessa would never think to look.
I stopped.
Somewhere Vanessa would never think to look.
I glanced at the photograph.
Then continued.
Your father knows more than he has admitted to me. I want to believe he will do the right thing, but I am no longer certain.
If he chooses to protect Vanessa instead of you, please don't wait for him to change.
Find Eleanor Whitmore. She knows the truth about the company.
Find Daniel Brooks. He knows where the original trust documents are.
And most importantly, look inside the blue lining.
The letter ended with one final sentence.
I love you beyond every stitch, every breath, and every tomorrow.
I lowered the page.
"The blue lining," I whispered.
Daniel nodded slowly.
"Do you know what she meant?""
I looked at the blue flowers on my dress.
"They came from her evening gown.""
"Was that the only blue fabric she owned?""
I shook my head.
"She had a blue coat. And a blue sewing box.""
Daniel glanced at my father.
Richard had gone pale.
"Richard," Daniel said quietly.
"Do you know what Claire meant?""
My father didn't answer.
Vanessa suddenly appeared beside him.
"Whatever this is, it has gone far enough.""
I turned.
"Did you know about the letter?""
"No.""
"Then why are you so frightened?""
Vanessa laughed, but the sound was brittle.
"I'm not frightened. I'm exhausted. Your little performance has embarrassed your father and dragged a private family tragedy into public.""
"My mother warned me about you.""
Vanessa's expression changed.
For a fraction of a second, I saw genuine fear.
Then she recovered.
"Your mother was sick, Amelia. She was confused near the end.""
"She was not confused.""
"You were eleven. You don't understand what happened.""
"Then tell me.""
Vanessa looked at Richard.
He remained silent.
She turned back toward me.
"Your mother was paranoid. She thought everyone was stealing from her. She accused employees, business partners, even your father.""
"Was she wrong about the missing money?""
Vanessa's lips tightened.
"Ask your father.""
I did.
"Was she wrong?""
Richard looked down.
"No.""
The single word seemed to drain the air from the room.
Vanessa spun toward him.
"Richard!""
He rubbed his forehead.
"I can't keep pretending.""
She grabbed his sleeve.
"Think very carefully about what you're saying.""
He pulled away.
For the first time, my father looked at her with something other than obedience.
"Claire found the transfers.""
Vanessa shook her head.
"You're making a terrible mistake.""
"She showed me the bank statements. She asked me to explain them.""
"And you did!""
"No, I didn't.""
He looked at me.
"Your mother believed the money was being moved into a company account. Vanessa told me it was necessary for tax purposes. I signed some documents without reading them.""
"How much money?"" I asked.
He closed his eyes.
"I don't know.""
"How much?""
"More than I realized.""
Daniel stepped forward.
"Richard, I need you to be precise.""
My father swallowed.
"At least four hundred thousand dollars.""
I stared at him.
Four hundred thousand.
The transfer I had discovered wasn't the whole story.
Vanessa laughed suddenly.
"Wonderful. Now we're inventing numbers.""
Richard turned toward her.
"You told me the money was going toward the company.""
"It was!""
"Then why was the account in your name?""
Vanessa's face hardened.
"Because I was managing the finances!""
"Why did Claire's personal account pay for your jewelry?""
Silence.
The audience had grown restless. Several people were still filming.
The competition coordinator approached us again.
"Miss Hart, I'm sorry, but we need to resume the event.""
I nodded.
Daniel touched my arm.
"Amelia, I need to take you somewhere safe. We should discuss this away from the cameras.""
"Can I finish the competition first?""
He looked surprised.
"Are you sure?""
I glanced at my dress.
Six months of work had nearly disappeared beneath silver paint.
I wasn't going to let Vanessa take the last thing I had worked for.
"Yes.""
Eleanor approached us.
"Daniel, I'll stay with Amelia.""
He nodded.
"Please do.""
Before leaving, Daniel leaned toward me.
"One more thing. Don't go home with Vanessa tonight.""
I frowned.
"Why?""
He looked toward the woman standing beside my father.
"Because I believe she knows exactly what your mother meant by the blue lining.""
Then he walked away.
I watched him disappear behind the curtain.
Rachel returned to help me adjust the back of my dress.
As she fixed the fabric, she noticed the photograph in my hand.
"Is that your mother?""
I nodded.
"She looks beautiful.""
"She was.""
Rachel smiled.
"Then make her proud.""
I returned to the stage.
The judges announced the final contestants.
I barely heard the names.
My mind was still inside that letter.
Look inside the blue lining.
I knew exactly where I needed to look.
But before I could ask Daniel to take me there, I noticed Vanessa standing near the exit.
She was holding her phone.
Her eyes were fixed on me.
Then she raised it to her ear.
And I heard her say four words.
"She found the letter.""
A pause.
"No. The original.""
Another pause.
Then her voice dropped.
"Get to the house before she does.""
My blood turned cold.
Because I suddenly understood.
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Whatever my mother had hidden in the blue lining was still there.
And Vanessa was about to destroy it.