Amused

Chapter 5: The Girl in the Photograph

The first thing I noticed was the bracelet.

A small pink bracelet wrapped around the little girl’s wrist.

Three tiny silver stars.

My breath caught.

Because I had seen that bracelet before.

Not on that girl.

On Lily.

I zoomed in on the photograph, my fingers shaking.

The picture was old.

The colors were faded.

But there was no mistake.

The girl standing beside Vanessa and Eric was wearing the same kind of bracelet Lily wore every night before bed.

The bracelet I thought Vanessa had bought for her.

The bracelet Lily called her “lucky stars.””

I looked at Vanessa.

She was staring at the phone in my hand.

And she looked like someone who had just watched a door open to a room she spent years trying to keep locked.

“Who is Emma?””

Her lips parted.

No words came out.

“Vanessa.””

She looked away.

“Daniel, please.””

The words were quiet.

Not defensive.

Not angry.

A plea.

And somehow, that frightened me more.

“Please what?””

She rubbed her arms.

“Not tonight.””

I stared at her.

“Not tonight?””

“My daughter just went upstairs. She’s upset.””

I almost couldn’t believe what I was hearing.

“You’re worried about upsetting Lily now?””

Her eyes flashed.

“Yes.””

“Why?””

“Because she’s a child.””

The irony almost hurt.

A few hours ago, that same child had been crying because she was hungry.

A few hours ago, Vanessa had told me I was overreacting.

Now she wanted to protect Lily from the truth.

“Who is Emma?”” I asked again.

Vanessa sat down slowly.

For the first time all evening, she looked older.

Tired.

Broken.

But I couldn’t let that distract me.

Not anymore.

“Emma was…”

She stopped.

Her voice cracked.

“She was my daughter.””

The room went silent.

I felt like the air had been taken out of it.

“What?””

Vanessa looked down.

“Before Mason.””

I stared at her.

“No.””

It came out before I could stop it.

Not because I didn’t believe her.

Because I couldn’t understand.

“You had another child?””

She nodded.

“A daughter.””

“And you never told me?””

Her eyes filled.

“I didn’t know how.””

I stepped back.

“How?””

The question sounded louder than I intended.

“How do you not tell someone you love that you had a child?””

Vanessa closed her eyes.

“Because I lost her.””

The anger in my chest shifted.

Not disappeared.

Shifted.

“What happened?””

She swallowed.

“She died.””

The word sat between us.

Heavy.

Final.

“When?””

“Six years ago.””

I looked at the picture again.

Six years ago.

That was before I met Vanessa.

Before our wedding.

Before Lily became the center of her world.

Or what I thought was her world.

“I’m sorry.””

The words came automatically.

Because despite everything, I wasn’t heartless.

But Vanessa shook her head.

“Don’t.””

“Don’t what?””

“Don’t say you’re sorry.””

“Why?””

“Because you don’t know the whole story.””

Something about the way she said it made my stomach tighten.

“What does that mean?””

She looked toward the stairs.

Then lowered her voice.

“Emma didn’t die in an accident.””

I froze.

“What?””

Vanessa’s fingers twisted together.

“She died because of Eric.””

The room became unbearably quiet.

“Explain.””

She took a deep breath.

“Eric was supposed to watch her.””

“Mason’s father?””

“Yes.””

“And what happened?””

Vanessa looked at the photograph.

“Emma was three.””

Her voice became distant.

Like she was reliving something she never escaped.

“Eric had been drinking.””

My jaw tightened.

“He left her alone.””

I stared.

“For how long?””

“Long enough.””

The answer made my skin crawl.

“What happened to Emma?””

Vanessa wiped her eyes.

“She wandered outside.””

I looked away.

I didn’t need more details.

I understood enough.

“Why didn’t you tell me?””

She looked at me.

“Because I was ashamed.””

“Why would you be ashamed?””

“Because I trusted him.””

Her voice broke.

“I thought he loved our children.””

The sentence hit me.

Our children.

The same words I had heard from myself.

The same words I had used when talking about Lily and Mason.

“I blamed myself,” she continued.

“For years.””

I was silent.

Part of me wanted to comfort her.

The other part was screaming.

Because there was something that didn’t make sense.

“If Eric was responsible for Emma’s death…”

My eyes narrowed.

“Why was he near your children?””

Vanessa looked down.

“He wasn’t supposed to be.””

“But he was.””

“Yes.””

“Why?””

She didn’t answer.

That was the problem.

Every answer created another question.

“You said the court case was about Mason.””

“It was.””

“Was Emma mentioned?””

Vanessa looked away.

“No.””

“Why?””

“Because I couldn’t prove everything.””

I stared at her.

“You couldn’t prove that he was dangerous?””

“No.””

“Or you didn’t want people to know?””

Her face changed.

A small flash of anger.

“You think I wanted to hide my daughter?””

“I think you hid a lot.””

The words hurt.

I saw them hurt.

But they were true.

“I was trying to survive.””

“And I was trying to build a family with you.””

She looked at me.

“I know.””

“No, you don’t.””

My voice lowered.

“Because while I was telling everyone how lucky I was to have you, you were carrying secrets that affected my daughter.””

A tear rolled down her cheek.

“I never wanted him near Lily.””

“But he was.””

“I tried to stop it.””

“How?””

She didn’t answer.

Again.

That silence.

I looked at the photograph.

“Who sent this?””

“I don’t know.””

“Someone knows.””

“Yes.””

“Someone who knows about Emma.””

Vanessa nodded.

“Someone who wants to hurt me.””

I stared at her.

“Or someone who wants me to know the truth.””

She didn’t respond.

My phone buzzed again.

Both of us looked.

Another unknown message.

This time, only one sentence.

*Ask Vanessa why Emma was wearing Lily’s bracelet.*

My blood ran cold.

I looked down at the photo again.

The bracelet.

Three silver stars.

The same one.

Impossible.

I turned the phone toward Vanessa.

Her face changed instantly.

“No.””

A whisper.

“What?””

“No.””

She stood up.

She stepped closer.

Her eyes were fixed on the bracelet.

“Where did you get that?””

“What do you mean?””

“That bracelet.””

Her voice shook.

“Where did you get it?””

“I didn’t.””

“Daniel.””

“I didn’t know about this picture until now.””

She looked terrified.

Not guilty.

Terrified.

“That bracelet…”

She touched her mouth.

“Where is Lily’s bracelet?””

I frowned.

“What?””

“The one she wears.””

“In her room, I assume.””

Vanessa backed away.

“No.””

“What?””

“No, no, no.””

The panic in her voice was different.

This wasn’t the fear of being exposed.

This was the fear of something impossible happening.

“What is it?””

She looked toward the stairs.

Then back at me.

“Daniel…”

“What?””

Her voice dropped to a whisper.

“That bracelet wasn’t for Lily.””

I felt my heartbeat slow.

“What are you saying?””

She looked at the photograph.

At Emma.

At the three silver stars.

“That bracelet belonged to Emma.””

The room went completely still.

I couldn’t speak.

Because there was only one question left.

A question I was afraid to ask.

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A question Vanessa seemed terrified to answer.

“So why,” I whispered, “was my daughter wearing it?””

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