Chapter 1: The Funeral in My Mansion
“MOM?! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?””
My suitcase slipped from my hand and crashed against the marble floor.
The sound echoed through my mansion, but nobody came running. Nobody asked whether I was hurt. Nobody offered to explain why a funeral memorial stood beneath the crystal chandelier in the center of my home.
I stared at the framed photograph.
My mother was smiling in it.
Evelyn Carter. Sixty-one years old. The woman who had worked two jobs to keep a roof over our heads after my father died, who had packed my school lunches even when she hadn't eaten breakfast herself, and who had cried harder than I did when I signed the papers for my first commercial property.
Now her photograph was surrounded by white roses and dozens of flickering candles.
A black ribbon crossed the frame.
Beneath it, someone had placed a silver plaque engraved with four words.
IN LOVING MEMORY.
For several seconds, I couldn't hear anything except the pounding of my own heart.
Yesterday, I'd stood beneath an arch of imported flowers and promised Vanessa Bennett that I would love her until death separated us.
Today, I had returned from our honeymoon to discover that someone had apparently buried my mother without telling me.
My mother, who had been missing for twelve days.
My mother, whom I'd spent nearly two weeks searching for.
My mother, whom my wife had assured me was simply being stubborn.
I turned toward the staircase.
"Vanessa!""
My voice cracked.
My wife appeared at the top of the stairs, carrying two shopping bags from luxury boutiques in Buckhead. She was still wearing the white designer dress she'd worn during our flight home, her dark hair falling in perfect waves over her shoulders.
She stopped when she saw where I was standing.
For one brief moment, neither of us moved.
Then the bags slipped against her legs.
"Marcus," she whispered.
I pointed at the memorial.
"What is this?""
Her eyes darted toward the portrait.
"Baby, please. Just listen to me.""
"Listen to you?"" I repeated.
"I'm standing in my house looking at my mother's funeral display. What exactly do you want me to listen to?""
She descended the stairs slowly.
"I know how this looks.""
"Then explain it.""
Vanessa put the shopping bags down and approached me. She reached for my hand, but I pulled it away.
Her expression changed.
Not into grief.
Not into concern.
Into irritation.
"Marcus, you're making this worse than it needs to be.""
I stared at her.
"My mother is missing, and you've decorated my foyer like she's dead.""
"She left us.""
"You told me she left after an argument!""
"She did!""
"Then why is there a funeral plaque with her name on it?""
Vanessa's jaw tightened.
She glanced toward the hallway, as if checking whether anyone else could hear us.
That small movement frightened me more than the memorial itself.
"Who put this here?"" I demanded.
Vanessa folded her arms.
"I did.""
The answer landed like a slap.
"You did?""
"I thought it would help me find closure.""
"Closure for WHAT? We don't even know where she is!""
Vanessa's eyes filled with tears.
It was the sort of expression that had always undone me. The trembling lips. The wounded look. The suggestion that my anger was hurting someone who had only ever tried to love me.
But something about it felt wrong now.
Perhaps it was the fact that she had arranged my mother's funeral while I was away.
Perhaps it was the way she kept looking toward the hallway.
Or perhaps it was the memory of a phone call three nights earlier, when I'd asked whether she'd heard anything from the private investigator.
Vanessa had told me to stop obsessing.
"Your mother doesn't want to be found, Marcus. You need to accept that.""
I'd accepted her explanation because I trusted my wife.
Now I wondered whether that trust had made me a fool.
I stepped closer.
"Did you report my mother dead?""
Vanessa blinked.
"What?""
"Did you tell anyone she was dead?""
"No!""
The answer came too quickly.
I looked at the memorial again.
"Then why would you do this?""
She pressed a hand against her chest.
"Because I was trying to protect you!""
"From what?""
"From her!""
The words burst out of her before she could stop them.
Silence filled the foyer.
Vanessa looked as though she wished she could reach into the air and pull the sentence back.
I lowered my voice.
"Protect me from my own mother?""
"You don't know what she was doing behind your back.""
"Then tell me.""
She shook her head.
"Not like this.""
"WHEN, VANESSA?""
My shout carried through the house.
She flinched, then stared at me with a coldness I had never seen before.
"She was going to destroy everything you've built.""
I almost laughed.
My mother had spent her entire life helping me build it.
When I was twenty-two, she'd sold her wedding ring to help me cover the down payment on a small duplex. When my first business partner disappeared with our operating funds, she had sat at my kitchen table until sunrise, helping me call creditors and negotiate extensions.
She had never asked for a share of my success.
She had never wanted anything except to see me happy.
"What did she supposedly do?"" I asked.
Vanessa opened her mouth.
A sound came from the library.
A soft scrape.
Like a chair being pushed backward.
We both turned.
The library door stood slightly ajar.
"Who's in there?"" I asked.
Vanessa went completely still.
"Nobody.""
I looked at her.
"Then what was that?""
"Probably the housekeeper.""
"Our housekeeper is in Savannah visiting her daughter. You approved her leave yourself.""
Vanessa swallowed.
I started toward the library.
"Marcus, wait.""
I ignored her.
The air grew cooler as I crossed the hallway. Sunlight filtered through the tall windows, illuminating the family photographs along the wall.
There was one of my mother holding me at my college graduation.
Another showed her standing beside me at the ribbon-cutting ceremony for my first apartment complex.
And one from yesterday's wedding.
In it, Vanessa stood beside me in her white gown, smiling at the camera.
The space beside us, where my mother should have stood, was empty.
I'd noticed it during the ceremony and told myself we'd take another photograph when she came home.
Now that memory hurt so much I had to stop walking.
"Marcus," Vanessa called again, her voice shaking.
"Please don't open that door.""
I turned slowly.
"Why?""
She didn't answer.
I pushed the library door open.
The room smelled of old books, polished wood, and something metallic beneath it.
A woman stood beside my father's leather armchair.
She wore a black cardigan over a pale dress. Her hair hung loosely around her shoulders, and her face was thinner than I remembered.
There was a bruise beneath her left eye.
Another along her cheekbone.
Her hands trembled as she gripped the back of the chair.
For a moment, my mind refused to recognize what my eyes were seeing.
Then she lifted her face.
"Hello, baby.""
My knees nearly gave out.
"Mom?""
Her lips trembled.
I crossed the room so quickly that I knocked a stack of books from a side table.
"Mom!""
She opened her arms.
I wrapped mine around her, terrified of squeezing too tightly, terrified that if I loosened my grip she would disappear again.
She smelled like lavender soap and cold air.
The same smell I remembered from childhood.
Her body shook against mine.
"My boy," she whispered.
"Oh, my boy.""
I pressed my face against her hair.
For twelve days, I'd imagined her lying injured somewhere, wandering the streets, or sitting alone in a hospital unable to tell anyone who she was.
I'd called hospitals in three counties.
I'd driven past her house at two in the morning.
I'd offered a reward for information.
And all that time, she had apparently been somewhere close enough for my wife to know exactly what was happening to her.
I pulled back.
"Where have you been?""
Mom's eyes filled with tears.
"I tried to come home.""
I looked at the bruises.
My stomach turned.
"Who did this to you?""
She looked past my shoulder.
Toward Vanessa.
"Ask your wife.""
Behind me, something clattered against the floor.
Vanessa had dropped her handbag.
She was backing toward the front door.
"Vanessa," I said.
She stopped.
My mother tightened her fingers around my wrist.
"Don't let her leave.""
Vanessa's face hardened.
"Evelyn, you have no idea what you're doing.""
Mom looked at her for a long moment.
Then she reached inside her cardigan and removed a small black envelope.
"I kept everything.""
I stared at the envelope.
"Everything what?""
"The messages. The documents. The recording.""
Vanessa lunged forward.
"Give me that!""
I stepped between them.
"Stay away from my mother.""
"Marcus, please!"" Vanessa cried.
"You don't understand!""
I looked at her, at the woman whose hand I'd held while exchanging wedding vows less than twenty-four hours earlier.
"Then explain the bruises.""
Her mouth opened.
Nothing came out.
Before either of us could speak again, the front doors swung open.
Three police officers entered the foyer.
The woman leading them wore a dark suit and carried a folder beneath one arm.
"Vanessa Bennett?"" she asked.
My wife turned.
"Yes?""
"I'm Detective Angela Brooks with the Atlanta Police Department. We need you to remain here while we execute a warrant related to the disappearance of Evelyn Carter.""
Vanessa's face drained of color.
Detective Brooks turned to my mother.
"Mrs. Carter, do you have the evidence you told us about?""
Mom nodded.
She handed over the black envelope.
"The recording is inside.""
Detective Brooks opened it carefully and removed a small digital recorder.
Vanessa began to cry.
"Marcus, please. Don't let them do this.""
I didn't move.
My mother clutched my arm.
I looked down at her.
"Mom, what happened?""
She stared at Vanessa.
Then she whispered the words that made the room tilt beneath my feet.
"She wasn't trying to keep me away from your wedding.""
I swallowed.
"What?""
Mom's eyes filled with fresh tears.
"She was trying to make sure I never came back.""
Detective Brooks pressed the recorder's play button.
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A woman's voice filled the foyer.
And the first word it spoke was my name.